Passionless (Warning: Not a Cocktail Drink)

That pretty much sums out how I feel right now. A whole heaping bunch of non-passion. I began evaluating my interests after watching all these creative fashion designers talk about how they love doing what they do and are geuiniely striving to stay in the industry that they adore. As I go through my laundry list of past, present and potential future interests, Im basically crossing out more and more things that I no longer feel passionatly for or have a luke-warm desire for it. There was music, art, design, fashion, science, pyschology. The crazy thing is I go through the same process with every single one of them. I dwelve into it, I really enjoy it, I seek for more, Then I get slightly bored, then I lose complete interest. Yea, I have the passion-span of a not-very-passionate-goldfish. I mean, its nice to be knowledgable in them and enjoy them once in a while, but a life lnog career is asking too much out of me. It explains why Im flipfopping with majors and minors. Its crazy!

The only thing that I still love trhoughout the years is tennis, but that ship has sailed past, docked on a distant port and took a spaceship to some far far far planet. yea that means 
Ill most probably definitely not become aprofessional player. Tragic rite? 

It just gets me a little worried. What my future is to be. Am I going to be in a moderately satisfied job because i selected a major that i was interested in at that moment but lost passion for it when I graduated? Does this translate into potential love lives? I just really need to establish something that I really enjoy doing... maybe Animal theraphy is my thing.....

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Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 11:28 PM