So things have been interesting and different lately. I would not have thought this is how spring quarter was going to go honestly.. I'm in a fraternity, i'm partying hard every weekend and i'm meeting so many new people. It is great really, but its abit sad that relationships with the old ones aren't as good as they were. I mean me and geoff harrdly ever hang out anymore and i don't hang out with the girls as much anymore. Its almost like I'm at some kind of cross road where i have to choose my future and my life.
Choose old friends or new friends. Well wat i can safely say is this is no new thing for me, i've always evaluated friendship on its longivity, and I really care only about those that mean something special to me. I mean look at all my high school friends, i don't talk to any of them except for april and von basically. INTI peeps, i also still chat with the gang and i dun bother with all the other guys from AUP and stuff...and just like that i feel ike im weeding out those that i don't really care about. I've realized last quarter how many people i kind of dislike because of their personality, and i'm not going to hate them or anything but im not gonna put as much effort into the relationship anymore. Thats how i see things i guess... right or wrong... i have no idea but  it gives me an idea who my true friends are.
Choose your career. I recently started having heavy doubts as microbiology as a career path. Espically research. it just doesnt appeal to me as it did after actaully going through the process. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore i would love being a philosopher but i know its not a path my parents woud necessarily support. I really do hope that i get accepted into exercise science eventhough i feel like i won't contribute as much to society if i did went down that path but it would be something that i would enjoy alot more.
It seems like i've embraced abit of the american culture and have become abit more self-aware and desirious of things for myself. Don't worry guys, i'm really not that much different then i was, just aliitle more outspoken with the things that i think.
Hopefully, things will work out well. I hope for the best.

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Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 5:38 AM