I've bid farewell to those lonesome nights, sad melodramatic music and mopiness. At least for now. 
This quarter has been extremely different. The weathers different. My Social Life is different. People are different. I've no longer felt stuck and enveloped by the hall of people i've associated with. But now have spread myself to better and bigger things in life. I'm currently pledging a fraternity which has greatly improved my social life including my social weekends! haha. Its bound to produce some timeless stories (and it already has) and i really enjoy the new friendships being formed. As for the old ones? You treasure the ones you respect, and release the ones you don't. Thats how life is right? Lifelnog friendships are the process of a lifetime of weeding and extracting and the ones that make it out of this cruel, sadistic filtration process are the ones you know you can hold dear and true. Be glad to know that at least some of you have made it pass the pores of murky water so far (at east i'm relieved to know there are at least some).
Friendship get complicated sometimes. Its definition is broad and vague and means different thigns to so many different people. Does friendship include the people you live with and associate with? Does it include the people you hang out with eventhough you have lost a little bit of respect for them? Or does it purely segragate in favor of those you call your close friends. To a floater, it means the people who care about you and you know will be lifelong friends and buddies. All others, with deplorable personalities, don't really mean anything anymore. You hang out with them for the sake of hanging out and perhaps so we aren't so lonely in life. That's how life goes rite? I mean, we get so afraid of loneliness, we'd cling onto anyone who 
resembles a friend. Until one day, when maybe that specila person enters your life and everything changes. I hope to be a hopeless romantic and wish that things like that do come true. In the meantime, i wait it out and resist the waves and bumps that continues to trhust onwards and onwards onto our shores.
Until then, i hope to keep discovering things about people and make lifelong and true friendships and i can treasure and share with for the remainder of my life.