Things get a bit lonely when people start to diverge.. and all you ahve left is yourself and your thoughts. Then you start to regret things that you could have done in the time that mattered. And in the end, all we have are our regrets and loneliness. |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 3:13 PM

The way you smiled at me..... ML 830 Tuesday |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 10:09 AM

This is so goofy, but heres my predicted winners for '08 sports season

AO: Federer and Sharapova
FO: Nadal and Henin
W: Federer and Henin
UO: Djokovic and Serena

BCS Champions: OSU or some other SEC team
Big Ten Champs: Ohio State Buckeyes
OSUvsUMich: OSU 31 UMich 24

NCAA Basketball Champs: UNC Tarhees
NCAA Tennis Champs: Georgia Bulldogs or Ohio State Buckeyes

EPL: Arsenal
Champions League: AC Milan

Olympics: China followed by USA |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 12:49 AM

I think i'm back to normal. I'm back to the quiet and lonely where noone would know what goes on in my head. I feel trapped in this hedonistic and individualistic world, and all we try to talk about is each others problems while everyday is just a constant stuggle to get our own issues solved.
I'm going bak to the solitude that i so enjoyed, i don't think ppl want to hear about it anyway. So its fine. It feels a little more lonely but hey, thats how life has been since forever... so i think i'll be okie with a little more of it. I just need to not have any expectations from people...i did when i came and that turned out to be a bust.. i just hope life works out in the end.. |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 1:05 PM

Playlists for the future...

in 2 maybe 3 years... and you're feeling nostalgic... listen to these

1. Clarity by John Mayer
2. Unguided by the New Pornographers
3. Half Light by Athlete
4. Don't Panic by Coldplay
5. Revered Now by South
6. Don't Wait by Dashboard Confessional
7. You Got Me All Wrong by Dios Malos
8. The World Has Turned and Left Me Here by Weezer



I hate winter. Its miserably cold, everyone looks unhappy and i'm sick and it sucks to breathe outside. But it guess i hate it rite now cuz well i guess things havent been working out as i thought they wud have. I mean, the FIJI thing i guess didnt work cuz i didnt get a bid ... 
but instead of spending my time wondering wats wrong with me... i'll let things as it is and there is some reason for things happening. The housing thing didnt work out but i still have G so we should still have fun. I guess i dunno... things haven't been that great so far but my 4 mile run really helped me feel better... and i guess theres things to look forward to... so for once... i will be brutally optimistic and if things dun excatly fall into the 'half-full' category.. i'll say screw all this and become a urban hermit.

Good things to look forward to?
-Countless good times
-Skiing....
-Summer in Australia?
-Living off campus next year
-Spring Break...

Rite now.. the glass is half full.. but really i wonder why is there water in there in the first place. |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 1:11 PM

So i might join phi gamma delta fraternity... they're really cool and so far i've having lots of fun....

as for other ppl... i'm a little sick and tired... its like you really care for them and you want to be friends with them forever, but it just gets old and now it just doesnt seem as hard anymore...
i'm enjoying myself... and i'm loving other ppl more and some ppl less...
i guess thats how things go. |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 2:08 PM

Sometimes i feel like nobody gets me...
when i have problems ppl just blow if off like its just one of the dumb things i do...

its kinda the loneliest feeling in the world.. |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 12:23 PM

A New Era

Well my last convo with G left me satisfied with how 2007 turned out and capping it off with that trip to D.c with joe and karen was awesome.... and eventhough it is the new year all over the world.. theres still an hour left, so its basically time to reflect on one of the best years of my life thus far.. it will always be one to remember cuz its the year i met so many wonderful people and the year i continued to bond with the many awesome people in my life (including those who read this blog).... i love you all and thats not gonna change when 2008 comes around.

Well basically i'm gonna start 2008 as a best friend (to a few ppl i hope), 
a college student, a buckeye, a son, a working man (yes i have to work on 
new years day..). Its
hopefully going to be another awesome year and 1 to remember. I only hope to live life to the max and figure life out as i go trhough its trials.... and 
at the 
same time maintain the friendships that are truly truly important to me... and maybe even
land that special someone..

Im not the kind to usually care about some events such as my bday and new years cuz i just 
think 
its the same day as any other day... but i don't know, somehow this year, i feel a strange feeling
of empowering change... like a new era has dawned apon me... and i''m embracing it.
Its also sad in a way (perhaps cuz i cudn't spend it with my best friends)... but i'm glad i
ended the new year happy.. and thats how i'm gonna start 2008...

good luck readers... i will see you next year! (i love doing that btw...)

-TO

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Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 11:52 AM