I'm getting cold feet. Tomorrow is the day where i fly to Singapore and later to America, the land of promise, the new world, the unkown frontier.

Of all the emotions and feelings i would have expected to experience before flying (excitment, relief, happiness) doesn't seem to be there. Instead, i just feel extremely nervous, extremely nostalgic. I guess its the thought of travelling to such a distance place for such a long period of time that scares me. It scares me to think that i won't know when i will meet the people i love again. It scares me to think that if i was to have an accident then i will never see them again. It scares me that i might not fit in and that it might not be the place i want to be.

Perhaps just early fligght jitters, but hopefully things will look up when i get there.
Till then, i'll see you on the other side of the world. The next time i'm blogging, its from columbus, ohio. |

Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 9:12 PM