19. Asian Chinese who wonders about fate, destiny and the word while making both cynical and optimistic observations that will probably give a third class philosopher a headache..
Values true friendship, love and the ultimate experience. Loves life, friends, family and popcorn.
Hates life, friends, family and popcorn.
Waiting for life to truly begin
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EXCLAMATION POPCORN ARCHIVES 2004 -2006
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Friday, March 02, 2007
Momentum
I now feel like the subject of mockery.... no matter who it is.
I've now realised how disturbingly bad the game is, how self-deteriorating it is when your at the bottom.
And being at the bottom has just eliminated all thats left of my enjoyment. and i no longer have the desire to improve anyway. Its not about fun with friends anymore, its become an addictive profession.
I don't want to be part of that
So today, i quit.
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The rush has long died. The excitement has dwindled to anxiety and displeasure.
I now feel like the subject of mockery.... no matter who it is.
I've now realised how disturbingly bad the game is, how self-deteriorating it is when your at the bottom.
And being at the bottom has just eliminated all thats left of my enjoyment. and i no longer have the desire to improve anyway. Its not about fun with friends anymore, its become an addictive profession.
I don't want to be part of that
So today, i quit.
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Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 1:18 AM