Dear readers.

yesterday for the first time, i had serious comtemplation over suicide. It was also the first time i noticed sharp pains in my chest and bouts of difficult breathes.
I guess thats what happens when someone pushes my buttons over and over and over again like a sharp blade poking and poking you towards the fiery mesh called the end.

Everything seems to be shrouded in doubt now. For now, i just feel mentally exshausted and i rather not think about the crappy way to end my last proper chinese new year celebration.

Nevertheless, CNY was as expected, cookies, angpao, visits, food and seeing a few familair faces (and many unfamilair ones.)
However, it is my last one i guess, and i might, sorta, maybe miss it.

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Exclamation_popcorn reflected on life at 12:54 PM